After reading old posts, especially first post of 2015.. I guess I learnt a lot this year. And I achieved mostly what I want for 2015
From 1st post of 2015, what I want was:
1. Travel around the world with Amanda, especially to Japan
2. Work damn hard for MBBS until my mind and body too exhausted
3. Let go of the bad memory
4. Tinted car because history kena pecah
5. Loss weight to become skinny bitch
Therefore, i only achieved almost 4/5 i guess?
1. I succesfully travel to Japan, specifically just to Tokyo with Amanda.. Such a wonderful and meaningful trip in 2015.. Learned a lot about myself and hers.. Of course i want keep her and travel further to japan again, Australia, Asia and see the world with her.
2. Letting go of bad memories.. Its hurt very much and almost.... Either way its feel so good.. Letting go 2 almost significant people, its like you accidentally cut yourself but actually it was intentionally.. And i let in 2 people and maybe another 1 soon into my darkest cave.. Finding the right person when you know people outside your circle are not trustful is very hard.. But i hope we can remain us forevereven with silly, hurtful fights during these 6months.. Really sincerely I hope..
I don't think i can keep all the.... in my heart and only tell just 2 most significant people after my family.. Its hurt and i think it started to affect my functions.. So dear 4 significant people, i know most of you won't read this, but please stay and stand by me.. And i hope i can and able to stand strong by yourself, mentally and physically..
3. I think i worked hard but not enough to passed with flying colors all the eops.. But i tried hard to pass almost all the eop.. But there is a lot rooms for improvement! I shall make sure i study hard and work my ass off to graduate in one go, on time with you guys InsyaAllah! Please help me
This major of mine right now are killing me now.. Mentally.. So please just be there, stand by me and don't ask questions for random calls amd cries.. I really hope it can be settled ASAP..
4. I did lose weight around more than 10kg in 4-6months.. Some was with intentions and some was unintentional.. But now the weight is like stagnant, keep going +/- 1 kg everytime i stand on that weighing scale.. Maybe gained a bit kgs during the 1 week break? Hahaha.. So i shall continue the efforts and hopefully we can see the changes in my health in 2016 🙈🙈🙈🙈
What i did not achieved? Tinted car? Nope, it didn't happen
Malah i caught in accident when i was really obey the laws and life is hard.. I gues banyak dosa sgt aku ini! Ampunilah aku Ya Allah. Tabahkan hati ini Ya Allah.
Tayar kembang time road trip ✔️ terbang lagi duit lepas servis kereta yang baru keluar bengkel.. Understandable sebab memang missed date follow up pun.. Hahaha again mmg sungguh banyak dosa kau Akmar Shukri oit! Taubat lahh
Therefore dear 2016, i hope that i can be:
1. Be a better muslim and better person.. Make sure mak always happy, or at least cheer up her when mak is down... And make sure mak sihat and dpt pergi Haji in 2016 InsyaAllah
Maybe hopefully LESS CARUTAN and x menyumbangkan byk duit kat tabung carutan idea Azreen. Let just hope the best kann? Haha
2. Be a good and safe doctor by July 2016 along with my colleagues.
3. Be healthy with ideal BMI
4. Less with the phone and connect to people by talking and more listening to them! And try be more positive hopefully, or maybe just keep the negativity? Hahahaha.. And be nice to people
5. Grab any opportunities to travel and see the world, culture and learn more about own self and others.. Travel with Amanda again? Maybe ajak ina travel too.. ❤️
Too many tears and happiness in 2015 and hopefully 2016 be a better year please.
Bye. Salam. Be happy
