Buat Miss V

Salam. 

Haha aku tahu aku igt date 18th mac a day before it, tapi on the day itself, lupa. Sorry. My bad. Busy. 

Dorg pun kata aku busy kalah menteri😹

Happy birthday, kentut! (Foine, happy BELATED birthday! 🎂)

Katanya, young and stupid. Old and wiser. Kau dah patut sampai tahap yg latter on lah. (*cough biarpun keding selamanya! Nmpk gambar lama yg angah kau post! Lol)

So, izinkan saya jadi org last wish ye. Since nak jd yg first, cannot *COUGH! Hahaha

Nah, hadiah dari KL. Kulai jauh sgt (biarpun actually blh je wat 3hr journey hahaha)

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First year- xpenah kenal. Kenal nama pertama tapi just nama pertama je lah yg sama. Org lain. Apa2pun dia pun cute, manja gituuu.. Haha

Second year- xrasa kenal. Maybe ada terserempak, ada tegur. Tapi kotak memori yang lebih kecil kapasiti berbanding handphone sony ericson flip (afterall penuh dgn benda2 lagha! Ahh old memories~ xde cara nak buat harmless memory loss utk certain period time x? Haha dreams on.. Dlm harry potter blh lahh haha)

Third year- kenal nama tapi x kenal hati. Xkenal budi bicara. 

Xpaham pun kenapa dan macam mana kewujudan seseorg lain boleh ganti tempat org lain dlm sekelip mata. - believe me, first time ada this kind of thought biarpun dah biasa hidup lone ranger, kawan dtg dan pergi, mcm touch and go.

Maaflah ada trust issue, susah nak break barriers yang dah built up with valid reasons.

G bilik pun sebab miss 'nama pertama sama tapi orang lain' and nak minta tlg printer lps own printer also decided utk ditch diri ini. Haha

Kadang2 being acquitance to good friend(s) and sibuk dipaksa main badminton wlaupun sucks do help in knowing you better. Lagipun mulut becok (ooppss🙊 hahaha) agak susah nak ignore. Hahaha kejam weyh statement!

Forth and final year- things went interesting.

Being the circle. Being the ear sometimes. To be able to understand and correlate. 

Being a driver(?) maybe. Lagpun byk drivers lain. Hahaha. Just another option of course.

Me being able to escape (fine, better word to use to replace) the responsibility. The guilt.

And being ultimate printer centre utk cpc and assignments hahahaha

Antara orang yang mewarnai kanvas baru utk saki baki zaman universiti.

Kalau nak bagitahu warna. Kau macam warna kuning. Tone gelap, cerah ikut mood aku and perangai kau! Haha

I'm not a fan of bright colours esp orange and yellow. Too bright. I'm a dark person (tgk bilik tahu mcm vampire yg duduk kat dalam kan? Haha)

Tapi just dgn 2 warna ini; oren dan kuning, kanvas yg awalnya putih bertukar merah, hitam. Later on cmpur2 dgn colour rainbow (ungu, pink, hijau, biru, lagi merah). Pastu jadi hitam, kelabu.

At the end kanvas yg gelap tu jd brighter blk. Ada biru, hijau, merah, violet, oren in the picture and orange. Kalau lukisan bdk tadika tu, jd gambar sun. Hahaha jangan perasan KAU BUKAN SUNSHINE AKU. Pergi cari org lain utk kau jd sunshine. Eh? Hahaha

 

*Ni broga je~ x mmpu kejar sunrise kt puncak. Sampai puncak hari dah terang, blh dhuha kat atas tu! Haha

Just tiny bits of advice. Learn and kurangkan lah jd indecisive. Decision making skill penting tahu. In career aspect especially, and life (nak elaborate ke? Hahaha)

And choose to be happy genuinely for yourself. Not others. Because at the end, kau yg kena jaga diri sendiri. 

So sekian warkah berlagu pilu oleh felix agus,2005 (jangan tanya, aku ada juga zaman lagu melayu okay! No judging! Haha)

Happy birthday, kentut. Sorry lambat

Bye! Till next post. 

p/s: Mungkin blh cte pasal Sydney? Haha lupakan je Bandung and Jakarta. Sis rasa biasa je, luar biasa sebab ada bff teman and solo trip bertukar jd healing trip tibaaa. Haha