Mini story 3.0

Salam. 

I know its almost 3am. Blame my overthinking habit. 

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Mini story 3.0

Overachiever.

Don't you think someday you might hit its limit?

Limit that looked so far before, but now?

Just a few steps, you might fall into pit.

Pitch black.

Maybe you might be able to crawl out of it.

Maybe.

Or you thinks you're out of it.

And you are not the same again.

But you are you. 

Suddenly lot of fears starting to surface.

Fears that you thought that you never had before.

The anxiety that you thought just another tremor, palpitations.

And overthinking start taking over your sleep.

Sometimes you cries to sleep.

And every songs you heard are related to you.

A: Dude, you sounds crazy!

B: Am I?

A: I dunno. Everyone have their own problems and own ways to solve it. Maybe it just your own way.

B: *silent. Stare blanky on the spining fan.

The night feels longer than usual.

B: If someday I fall, or lost my sanity, will you be there?

A: *silent. Maybe the walls can heard his thinking.

B: Maybe i pushed too far. I'm too hard to understand. Even for myself to digest my own......

A: Tricky question. Kau tak pernah tak sewel.

B: Serius.

A: Serius habis. Kau pelik. Aku pelik. Kita tak sama. Our system is made just for youself. Itu apa yang Tuhan cipta. Ada sebab kenapa. Dan Allah tak membebankan hambaNya dengan apa dia tak mampu, just nice ikut kemampunan dia. Sebab Allah Maha Mengetahui.

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Long day. Long journey. I need to sleep. 

Nights.

Salam