Last friday of 2013! So what did you do today?
Me?
1. Presented PUD, which ended up by prof kalai yg ckp segalanya.. Hahaha.. Verge of tears, verge of death.. Sme feeling ada lahhh... Hahaha..
2. Buat hutang lunch sebab xde duit dlm wallet and ATM seem too far for me.. Pemalas!
3. Blk umh.. Keep kissing both babies until dah bosan.. Repair kete.. Basuh kete... Susah jadi org dah berkeluarga! Katanyaaaaa.. -.-" perasan
4. Tulis blog mcm xde keje lain seperti sepatutnya buat homework yg dr Ng kasi -.- again pemalas!
That was my day... Dull as usual... After weeks/months of silly freaking damn dramas! Who knows some guys can create quite a scene with their big smarty brain? I said brain or ass... Yup I am insulting.. So what? It is my blog.. My space.. Sue me or face me if you dare.. Unless you're just another coward yg ada habit cakap belakang and gosip...
Dah! Cukup emo!
Okay *tarik nafas, exhale... :)
Basically 2013 was just another hectic for me... Almost fell into dark holes in my worst nightmares but I climbed up and with all the suppport dari sme yg sayang, pernah declared kawan or kawan yg msh x tahu kwn ke x sebenarnya.. Thanks for all your supports and doa! Thanks Allah utk segala takdir yg Kau tetapkan utk diri ini..
Things got better.. I met Dr Ang (cardiologist I'm really love! Crush lecturer je.. Biasalah tu), Dr Rishi yg awesome.. All those consultants yg menarik esp Prof Philip ( the one prof yg talked about principles in life instead present cases) and Prof Sia, prof yg tunjuk surgery sgt menarik. But yet aku malas nak study -.-" now Dr Ng yg sgt suka segala products Apple and he kinda interesting! Suruh students search answers on the spot pulak tu! Mmg one of the kind lahh...
I been to concerts despite ada crowd phobia.. And i enjoyed it! Of course Big bang and G Dragon kot!!
I met some people along the way.. I lost people along the way.. I lost my people..
And kakak yg sgt annoying dan menyakitkan hati balik Malaysia
Aku rasa tarikh lps 12/12 since last year ke 2years ago selalu things on the peak buat aku haywire -.- damn sgt! Kebetulan je kot...... Apa2 pun takdir kannn? Terima je lah *smirk
Of course my year will be complete by tears.. Yes crying.. Silly kan? Sebab kawan blh buat org nanges! Tahniah jdi org yg ke-2 and ke-3 lps org pertama buat aku nanges.. Tahniah berjaya runtuhkan ego and keyakinan yg aku dok bina dlm masa 2-3 tahun nie.. Kau (korg) buat aku terlupa sekejap ada bende aku igtkan blh simpan,protect forever.. But you crushed! Mcm cmpk gelas ke lantai.. Pastu korg pijak2... Yg best bila anda2 nie cuba cantum blk so things back to normal (at least one of them lah).. Nak tahu x bende pecah won't, more precise NEVER become its original shape again...
Xpe aku still manusia.. Yg pnuh ngn kelemahan, bukan sempurna.. Penuh dgn alasan.. Aku terima all those crap excuses yg anda2 kasi.. I got my own shit to deal too.. So try to survive by yourself even without me being there to help.. Seriously my shit stufts can distrupt my rationale and my thoughts.. No time for other ppl who treat me like crap.. Good news, i won't throw you guys immediately... Bit by bit, time and distance will to do their stufts.. *evil smirks.
Dah lah.. Makin teruk emo nie.. In summmary, 2013 is a year that I learnt best and worst things can occur simultaneously, despite how hard work i do... So kne more hard work for better yield! Gambatte Saidatul Akmar! Chaiyok Missa Shukri.. Never give up! :')
In advanced, happy new year and always be happy, look on the brighter side instead hating yourself too much..you can die of depression.. Rate suicide makin tinggi sekarang.. Hahaha
So bye.
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