It's hard

Salam. How are you?

It's probably sounded chessy but I miss you.

Kadang2 ada hikmah kenapa kau terpilih. Maybe bukan salah kau. Takdir

Allah Maha Adil, Dia dah susun rancangan-Nya cantik khas utk kau.

Jangan keep salahkan diri sendiri. Jangan pencilkan diri. 

Yes tahu need your space.. Yes tahu recovery kita macam kisah dulu, it will takes weeks... Tapi tahu kau kuat.. Please be stronger this time

Aku ada kalau kau nak aku ada.

Satu hari tapi dah rindu.

Rindu xleh nak ketuk bilik kau mcm nak pecah pintu tu.. 

Rindu xde org tetiba ketuk bilik randomly but actually ada niat tersembunyi.. Haha 😞

Rindu xde tempat aku nak tetiba mengarut, ckp random topics.. 

Rindu xde org nak heret g mkn in the middle of the night.. Yup aku nak makan murni ngn kau sekarang, bising kau asyik pilih menu sama, as usual routine kita

It's hard, i know. Nope i dunno. But i can imagine the pain.

You cried and i cried too..

"Tak dapat nak grad sama" aku pun rasa bende sama

"Nanti dinner aku mesti bosan xde kau"

..... Just please be stronger, and .... Kau tahu aku ada utk kau. Please take note okay?

Things I can't tell directly to her. She's special. She is my person. I don't cried spontaneously because other people but i cried before her and hear, see her tears. Her fear, her worst nightmare was mine too.

So, please.. Aku x pandai pujuk org. Aku just mampu dengar and stand by you now

Aku tahu kau kuat. Kau blh! And aku harap if kau baca ni, please be more stronger. We akan selalu support kau, even though kau x nak! 

Fighting 💪🏻😢 InsyaAllah kau mampu, kau boleh