Rindu

Salam penganggur.

Since dah kerja menanam anggur- fine ternak lemak! Keep thinking why not update more frequent? Since ada peminat tetiba suka baca sejak diperkenalkan. Hahaha

Opps lupa nak tutup nama! Haha eh?

Ada orang suruh tulis bila dah rindu.

Rindu ke? Kalau rindu, rindu apa?

Place? Like above, it's not. Because that place just another place which someone else will replace and take over later.

People? Maybe? Some will be remembered,remained as sweet memories. And some just will be bitter memories. Macam memasak, rasa dia kena cukup; masin, masam, manis, pahit (?)

Tapi kalau perangai hina sangat tu, layak je lupakan. Serius lupakan je, dari sakit hati ingat.

Actually, sincerely I think we missed the memories. Because memories made of every moments in our life atthat moment, and we miss that moment. That moment with that person, that group of people we love and doing things that we love, sometimes jadi impulsive and do some crazy things. Yup of course I done some crazy things (I can be daredevil and spontaneous but I'm not a risk taker)

1month and half - basically back to origin and almost lost my mind because home is where we become human (at least i did become human.. Maybe.. I think.. Hahaha) and college is a part of my freedom.

Define freedom- kebebasan untuk makan at anytime, keluar bila rasa nak keluar (read as stress), meeting people and getting to know them inside out, and maybe do some random things

Staying home is not bad. Maybe because i leave home at early age, so dah terbiasa. Haha but dont worry, im not that kind of liar person. Just random and spontaneous person.

So now, i can only remained sane for 2 weeks. After that, keluar main ngn mek kesayangan. Hopefully im not become nuisance to her.. Dah tanya, she said okay. Dont worry, i will stop when the time comes and when she say so. So missing college not really. But missing the time when everyone is there for hangout (let just read as bergosip) , paksa- rela keluar/ belanja makan and karok dalam kereta mcm semua suara sedap macam Adele, Taylor Swift.. Bila realiti, masing- masing suara katak panggil hujan.. Hahahaha.. Yes, that one I do miss. I missed them.

Whatsapp? Mesej? Boleh tapi feeling lain. Tambah ngn perangai kaki bluetick each other. So nahh, not the same.. Call? Kirim salam, boleh bikin gaduh and mesti takde topik nak cakap. Haha

Them? Siapa them? Just a few sebab ramai tak lepas that barrier.. So they may looked like a friend, but actually they are only acquaintance. Sorry

1. Miss I- mek kelantan yang tak byk ckp. Tapi kalau kasi cukup warm up, you can hear all the things that she pendamkan. But i still look for her every 2 weeks.. Now as checking her up, and maybe jadi bahu utk dipinjam. Tapi dia kata dia dah terima hakikat. So kadang rasa macam aku yg tgh pinjam bahu dia. Huhu

2. Miss A- this hantu, just hantu yang susah nak korek the real her. But im glad i get the opportunity to know her. Sarcastic, playful and helpful most of the time after the sarcasm of course. But she is an interesting person. To get her to open up, just be patient because thats the only way. Hee

3. Mr AAA (tpi letak Mr mcm pelik sbb he acted like one of girlfriend jugak! Ampun! Haha) - this guy is unique. Takde lah org lain macam dia because one moment he is a maaaa~~ gurlfriendd *baca dgn nada makcik african american taw! But sometime he can be there for you when semua org takde.. Bak kata tweet Miss A- lelaki harapan dia lahh... Hahahaha.. Just tahan segala kerenah anak bongsu, segala meroyan, angin ribut taufan and still kau tetap susah nak teka personality dia. Tapi he's not bad person as rumours said (if ada rumours lah!) because he is trustworthy person despite with some issues yg kita susah nak paham. Kadang just let it remain tak paham. Hahaha

4. Mr S- another anak bongsu. Menarik personality. Hantu jugak. And tahniah dapat baby baru.😊

5. My beloved buddies line- adek2 yang tercinta. Mengarut je kat ws tapi i know each and everyone one of them are struggling hard in their own way. And i ada utk any helps. Just call me je anytime for now lahh, and will come to help you guys..

6. Miss V- most indecisive person ever meant. Terlalu baik hati sampai sanggup makan hati. Most probably just the way dibesarkan. Very knowledgable and also humble. Cannot stop talking... Only stop talking of ada org yg dia tak comfortable. Baru rapat sebab tak reason. Just hope she can choose the best for her and not get hurt along the journey when the choice is made.

7. Some other random people macam groupmate yg baik (still can ws and mencarut to each other hahahaha), beloved lecturer esp Prof S, Prof SL, Dr R, Dr A and other. Byk lah yang pasti. Tapi mereka tak memberi impak segempak them above.

The best moments- A LOT OF IT...

Moment yg recent- karok melalak dalam kereta, lepak bilik, tgk movie, food hunting etc

Moment yg past- pantai at midnight, bowling, tgk bukit etc

Banyak moments yang pasti.. The goods and the bad one.. Tapi just another memories and we shouldnt live init. So move on. Meet new people, experience new things and be happy. Happy in any ways possible. Because its your life, not others.

Sekian 49minit for this update. My gosh. Esok kena bgn awal. So nite. Sweetnitemares. Salam